My self..

Today was such a tiring day.. A lot of things happened today and its such a blur to me.. Lets start early in the morning.. I woke up in a daze, still struggling to cope with the changes.. I got to college and did my practicle. That indeed was really fun, we cooked steaks today and it wasnt that bad..

Then there came afternoon.. I guess everything is almost back to normal.. I missed my friends.. And thank you Cole for yesterdays talk.. I drew out public speaking today, I really just couldnt think of anything to write or speak let alone memorise it. Guess it was too soon and I wasnt prepared..

Today I learned that I am the type which pressure people.. I guess all this while, I really was.. And no one told me till I found out today.. Now that I know about it, Im sorry to everyone which ever i had pressured.. People change, and so will I.. But dissapointing things is.. Not telling me about this because they think it might hurt me.. But it hurts me more that you know about it and not telling me about it.. Friends should tell each other their weak points so they themselves can change for the better.. Not keeping it away from them and telling others..

But its all in the past, now that I finally know.. I will change for the better..
I am greatful that a few true friends always had stuck by my side and guided me to be a better person, for that thank you.

Before I end this, I would like to dedicate this one song to all the people who had stuck by my side thru think and thin.. Title.. "Only Human"

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi

Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari

Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru

Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume

Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume..

*I cant upload the song here, so its under my "music" area*